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146th post: aRandomOne

2010-06-21T21:53:00.000+08:00

Dear Best Friend,

You're Stupid. You Fail. You're Weird. You're not Perfect.
But, that's okay.
I'm like that, too.
We laugh at the randomest things.
You know my ugliest side.
Even though we disagree sometimes, we never fight.
When i'm sad, you were always there to make sure i'm okay.
Thanks for being there for me (:

145th post: halfway through th 3rd week at TAS!

2010-05-05T23:08:00.000+08:00

its like wow-ed when i saw my last post and th date today.
it's like close to TWO months since i last posted!

HAHAs, oh well =/
ANYWAY! TAS was kinda great,
i sort of like th environment lurhs, quiet and not too crowded :D
but th food thr is erm... horrendous? :X
we need around a 10 mins walk to koufu if we want better food
which is at palawan beach thr ): and th slope is WTFBBQ de steep! )):
or another alternative is take monorail to RWS de breadtalk.
me and jermain tried to buy breads and we took only 30mins!
enough about food huh =/

okay, so im year2 now.
was really really stress when i looked at th projects i need to do.
especially when those 2 are in my class, im REALLY stress! T.T
and some individual projects are due-ing soon! hais.
but! i gotta buck up! pull back my GPA.
really regretted mapling through my 1.2 which drop my GPA by 0.3
FML right. Really stupid to waste 1 sem liddat.

Oh yah.
TP de netball trail is like on friday.
was wondering if i should go sia.
it's been close to 1 year since i last run!
ONE YEAR. not ONE MONTH, JOANNE.!
omg. see liao also WTH.
should see how on that day bah,
somemore i need to travel from TAS to TP ><"
alrite, should get my sleep soon.
need to go TAS early for project tmr! :D

144th posts

2010-03-13T03:40:00.000+08:00

according to th blogger, this is th 144th posts .__."
ah! doesnt matter, im really happy and really sad LOL -.-
happy cause i got no supp paper! :D
sad cause my GPA dropped. by 0.3 T.T
can die anot? ):
hais, blame it on me not studying bah -.-
cant expect much, at th very least i did pass all
and macroecons was th most shocking of all!
i actually passed macroecons! zzz, really miracle
i left so many questions blank.

lols, anyway this short post is just to tell
how happy i am to pass all subjects
but at th same time, VERY sad
cause my GPA dropped by so much ):

142th post

2010-03-07T16:39:00.000+08:00

okay, i think this should be th 142th post.
gosh, it's been about 2 months since i last blogged :X
hectic life eh, so it's holidays now
&& it's about less than a week then we getting but our results ):
must start preparing for my macroecons supp paper liaos
i want to find jobbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb
but i think maybe after supp paper then find -.-
but then by then school going to start liaos, SWT.

im craving for alot of food these days!
like Roti Prata, Mango Ice, Cartel's Cake...... ):
bwahhh! i want go L4D2 also
boring life =/
alrites, back to maple

GG.com

2010-01-19T11:26:00.000+08:00

HAHAHHAHA,
this is like...
DONT NOE HOW MANY TIMES I OVERSLEPT?!
#$%#@%#$^#$
FML.

140th post

2009-12-30T18:25:00.000+08:00

Dont force me to leave home.
Whatever you do lah, it's always RIGHT.
what ever i do or say, WRONG.
FINE LA, give you win.
have you ever go think through it yourself?
i didnt want to say out and hurt your feelings.
but do you really noe th reason why i HATE you?
maybe it's not hate. maybe just irritated.
but whenever i want to tell you th reasons.
you just SHUT ME OFF. and say all your stuffs.
and guess what, you always win right.
YES. you ALWAYS does.
go think through it pls.
i think you are so childish.

139th post

2009-12-26T03:40:00.001+08:00

What a christmas =/
stayed home throughout the whole day LOL
okay, at least i did went out ytd
went over of Church with Ivan to find my god-mother
going to church during christmas eve was kinda great i must say.
as least it will give you a little bit of christmas feel
rather than staying at home uh? =/
okok, i know. my life sucks.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, whatever.
had CHEESE lobster after church :D
it was NICE! oh, and th fried hokkien mee was AWESOME.
went home straight after dinner with god-parents.
this time round didnt stay over at thier house,
cause ivan didnt want to :x
was still thinking of ton-ing the nite at Mac's there
Oh well, lols received quite a number of sms-es (:
touched eh, even though im like.. alone at home.
at least still got ppl sms me.

as for today, typically stay home whole day.
omg, I HATE MARKETING.
what's with th GROWING MARKETS! ):
i spend like whole night researching, and still nothing.
GG liaos la T_T
kay, great, im left with just 2 days to finish that up
and th executive summary ):
why did they even ask someone who's english
is like a fail during prelims and C6 during o's
to summarize the whole thing :O
i think the summary come out sure broken english till siao :x
I WANT ..................
shit, cant say it here. even tho nobody tags =/
but i know still got 'some' people reading it

kay, should not spill my own 'beans'
i had been rolling on my bed for like 1 hour
and after i cant sleep, i decided to blog since it's like
lagging behind 9 days after my last post. rofl (:

HAH.
you got to move on with life.

138th post

2009-12-17T00:52:00.000+08:00

woots.
had my 1 day rest after coming back from chalet.
1k01's CHALET WAS TOTALLY AWESOME ;D
HAH! cant wait for th next one :x

but.
after all th fun ends,
it's time for disasters.
which is our projects ): OMG.
guess we should really start doing them eh.

137th post.

2009-12-15T03:20:00.003+08:00

quite a great weekend.
boring monday.
wonder what's for tuesday.
should i go down to my class chalet?
no mood =/

anyways,
went over to my god-parent's house on saturday.
dont noe what's th occasion, but we gathered
quite a few ppl turned up only.
we had KFC and pizza hut for dinner.
they got it delivered to their house. and we settled that for dinner.
im so guilty to had fried stuffs for 2 days continuously ):
dam fat liao...
was deciding whether to head over to K or MJ after the meal.
but we settled for MJ since we dont really have to spend any cash -.-
and we like play for 1 hr only lorh. super sian.
and i abit forgot how to play la,
see! rusty liao, too long no ppl jio me MJ liao
then head down to Mac's, ate seaweed shaker fries and strawberry sundae <3
unhealthy stuff again! ):
wanted to meet Shir one. then she very shy luh.
come all th way down just to use Mac's toilet LOL.
so oh well, then we 3, me ivan and sandra went to petals to slack.
ppl ''Shang Yue'' then we go thr to ''Shang Xing Xing''
but srsly, it's been quite a long time since i last saw so many stars =/
then went back to zou bo at 1 or 2 -.-" stare at th ceiling. literally.

haiyah. plans for my 2 weeks?
nothing yet. 1 day, 1 day decide what to do bah.
tmr. should i go down to BL to help ivan anot =/
if i go down, then will clash with my class chalet
and it's like th total OPPOSITE of th mrt line >.>
sianssssssss. but i srsly want to see how that
''pa che xiao di'' look like. sure is some ''qian bian'' face guy.
scammer's face. confirm is 'qian bian' one.
forget it.
i should see what's my plan tmr then.
or maybe i should just stay at home and STONE. LOL -.-

it's like 3:30 now. and im..
NOT tired. i want to play L4D2 :x

136th post

2009-12-11T01:39:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHA.
failure to dont touch my com today.
like duh -.-"
im like studying in front of it.

OKAY,
so anwz, tmr's th last paper. OMG.
it's been awhile since you have this ''last paper lo'' de feeling :x
it means HOLIDAYS coming!
&& it also means project time -.-
hais. okay at least i think i still get about 1 week of holidays huh.
then pia project for th other weeks =/
since thr's like class chalet and all.
but i guess, im gonna rot throughouttttttttttttt
my TWO weeks.
doesnt really had anything that's planned.
should follow what will happen on the day itself.

im currently craving for my Oreo+HL Milk! LOL
but i must control myself la.
so fat >.> hais.
i have given up abit on F&B.
PLS PLS PLS, come out more on th meat part ;X
i think that's th most confident part i can score.
PLS dont come out vegeeeeeees -.-"
i totally skipped that lecture, see th vegeees make me want to faint la.
and th cheese, walao, so many types de. can eat can liao ma :x

damn scare tmr overslept sia.
and tmr i no morning call ):
and my mum kinda refuse to wake me up )):
hais. or should i ton? ahahha.

135th post

2009-12-10T01:06:00.000+08:00

g-r-r...
it's so cold now. can really feel th wind outside.
just gives people a feeling of.. whatever you describe it to be.
anyway,
updates of my mid-sem. Lol.
hmms, okay, so macroecons was still... okay.
that was quite a forceful okay >.>
maybe because i did study abit before th test
not like last sem de microecons, totally zzz.

OKAY.
then today POM.
damn -'-
i totally answer th wrong point on th wrong question.
this time really is GG for me liaos.
yes, POM murdered me today. 20% flyyyyyyyy.
im dam emo luh after th damn test.
well, i was 1 of th earliest to leave th room.
like i said, if you see me leaving th room super early,
means i got nth to write or that i already answer th question wrongly.
that's so true huh. E-M-Oz liao luhhhh ):

went to eat with ML after th test and went home.
wanted to take a nap since i slept at like 4 or 5 last nite.
but i rolled on my bed. yes, ROLLED. then cannot sleep.
so i went to watch drama online. FML.
want sleep also cannot sleep. what kind of life is this man.
watch till around 6+, eat dinner le
bused down rp meet ML and pam to study.
they like studying biz stats la,
then im like staring at th fishes on my notes -.-
im gonna ''pei yang gan qing'' with all th pictures on my notes LOL

TOMORROW, no computer!
STUDY. study F&B all th way.
well, i doubt i can do it LOL
but i'll try (: at least study abit luh.
if not F&B 20% also flyyyyy.
i can go jump liaos ):

134th post

2009-12-06T13:19:00.000+08:00

currently not so mugging my macroecons.
Lmao-ed.
had been procrastinating since friday.
said i wanted to study after coming home on friday.
then said im gonna study on saturday.
AND, said im gonna study on sunday.
well, all that didnt happen. LOL
maybe i should really study today. last day before th paper -.-
GG-fied eh.
and shit me, ever since the first lecture, i didnt know
what the crap shit, the lecturer is teaching alr.
aint i pro =.="
well, i still got more than 24 hrs to study
that is if i dont sleep la. tho i sleep for like 1-2 hrs =/

RAHH, whatever. mum went to malaysia
nobody cooked. had packed bee hoon.
that one machiam no need money so big packet.
i think i barely finish half a packet -.-
my life. had been sian-ed throughout ever since school started.
this is my life.
-School -> Home -> Net -> Sleep-
that is the cycle i go through EVERYDAY.
okay, maybe sometimes weekend dont have la.
but, most of the time it's like THAT.
yeah. get a life. want me go whr get. zzzzzz.

okay, so for now,
maybe i should really go get my Macroecons text eh.
it's friggin' arghhhhhhhh.

132nd post

2009-12-02T10:43:00.000+08:00

just reach home from nv's netball camp.
due to my socio test.
i reach only at 8+ at nite
miss out th games ):
neither did i eat th buffet.
not hungry when i reach thr, even tho i didnt eat th whole day -.-
then was the 'farewell' thing for th graduating netballers.
it was a long one~ haha.

after that,
went 3-jiao dai dee-ing with YH and ting
and chatted alot till 4+
learnt somethings.
maybe i still love th game afterall.
i shall start finding it back after my MST (:
i totally cant sleep la. thinking about alot of things again.
so.. i practically didnt sleep for th nite -.-"
GG lor, trg somemore later. dont even feel like going.
having not brining any shoes, shorts or shirt.
didnt play th game this morning, so i went home earlier this morning.
and i dam sad and angry.
nobody tell me about th trg tee RAWRRRRRRRRR.
hais, not th first time la, everytime also ME not getting informed de
used to it alr~

shall start finish my application letter soon.
tmr deadline ):

1-3-1th post

2009-11-26T04:31:00.001+08:00

this late.

cant sleep again. rawrrrrrrrs.

i went to submit my comm skills e-learning.

at 3am LOL. literally. ctrl+c and ctrl+v -.-"

i didnt really bother to go and read th content

just scan through and th next thing i do. copy and paste. nice.

anw.. had mktg test today.

damn it, cant finish sia. so many questions and 1 hour only

and th hell i dont understand what question ONE(D) is asking -.-"

oh well.. it's just a 5% test. just hope i can do well in test 2 and end sem.

zxc.

and our consultation today. abit omg lor.

we somehow do abit wrong la. think we sort of need to redo liaos ):

gonna crash yile's french tutorial tmr :D

cause friday hari raya =/

i hope tmr i can wake up on time to crash mktg lecture.

if not im gonna attend lessons from 2pm straight to 9pm

WITHOUT any breaks. gg rite -.- but.. i cant sleep luh. FML.

and.. i think im growing fatter and fatter each day.

think i consumed too much junk food ler ): sooooooo fatttt

oh! today we got new f&b assignment.

im doing pine nut! and cheeeeeeeese doing mac nut.

i was like let's get that mac and pine nut mooncake :X

hais.. sian la, everytime tio de item so expensive one zzz.

heard from my mum that pine nut cost around $5+++

sian lor.. take 1 subject dont noe buy how many things liao.

oh.. note to self:

do sociology quiz.

do pom quiz. --"

french writing and listening test.

comm skills research

zxc.

130th post.

2009-11-17T00:57:00.000+08:00

haven been posting lately..
no time, no mood.

and ohh emmmm geeeexz la...
i actually FORGOT that today got comm skills test.
gee gee lor. i went in to take the test
just by flipping through the letter samples.
if i can pass, i zai liao.
dont even noe what crap i writing la.
&& F&B Fun assignment is due-ing soon.
haven do anything yet ):
so is POM progress report. OMGGGGG AHHHH!.
next week gonna be my death week.
test and assignment deadline start coming in.
and seriously, mid-sem is coming soon.
in like 2-3 weeks time?
i haven got a clue what i've studied so far ):

today training wasnt so bad, i guess?
but i felt my movement dam slow.
and like somehow a hindrance.
shouldnt even go back in the first place. sheeeshhhh.

went home at around 10?
me and pam like so kuku.
take 23 then take 15 then take 88.
in th first place should take 15 liao.
we waited for that stupid 27 till super pek cek
then go take 15 . i reach home at like 11.45 la
super shaggggg.
maybe i should go sleep soon.
lucky tmr lecture starts at 2.
and END at 4 =.=" go school for 2 hrs LOL la.

should i even go back to train in th first place?
my passion is gone.
i train not because i like to play.
it's more of like having the barrier of JPSAE?
i dont feel like going to thailand at all.
i hate playing netball.
maybe not th recreation part.
but more of th competitive part.
whr's my passion?

129th post.

2009-11-11T00:20:00.000+08:00

TP's business school.
Power failure 3 days in a row.
tmr better no more power failure,
if not im not going to school in th morning anymore.
i wasted 2 days. just because of their stupid power failure -'-

and im dam pissed off.
some guy who fail their F&B. a gay.
made 20 ppl so miserable just because he CANT accommodate.
wtf rite. 2 tutorials back-to-back so what?
we all have to fucking wait for you just because you want your break?
DAMN piss sia. im so gonna diao him tmr.

enough about this ungentleman-ly idiot.
tmr gonna be th selection results for IVP.
im not abit excited at all.
maybe im not ready?

ANYWAY,
we celebrated khuz's bdae!
gave her a surprise! hahaha, i swear she was touched. rite? ;x
and we took many pictures.
dam ma lu to do that pic on that machine ><"
but i guess we all enjoyed it aye?

hais.. need to think of what to do for my 3 hrs break liao.
dam it sia. now i 1 week got 4 days have 3 hrs break ):
gonna roam around aimlessly for th whole sem ler.

need to start doing some projects real soon.

128th post

2009-11-09T01:42:00.001+08:00

just crapped my previous post.
CHELSEA vs. MANCHESTER UNITED.
hahaha, hope they draw, cause i support both ;x
but if want 1 team to win, that would be Man. U.!
as i typing this, chelsea scored -.-" oh well...

anyway,
it's th start of th new week!
means 1 week closer to mid-sem. hohoho...
gonna be quite busy this week.
trainings+activities.
hope i still can survive my training this week sia x.x"
friday gonna be CCN day, our class didnt take part.
but we were planning on heading down to haw par villa on friday.
it's for our marketing project =/
i think it will be quite rush? cause we only have 5 hrs.
to walk around thr and head back to campus
for th lecture -.-"

okay, i shall get myself back to healthy slping time soon.
or im so gonna miss lessons like again -.-
living far from campus is such a bad thing.
how i wish th distance is like my house to NV ):
alright! shall get to sleep alr! dreamland waiting for me.

-SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEPS- (:

just 1 more week to quit.
im sure i can do it! :D

127th post.

2009-11-09T01:35:00.000+08:00

sometimes,
i feels that im fortunate,
sometimes,
i feels that why is my life like this.
but,
i know that we all must feel fortunate for what we have.
whatever it is.
it is gonna end real soon.
no more.
feelings, thinkings, hallucinating, illusions.
when was th last time?
maybe many years back.
it might be th best method,
but i need to be strong.
it's useless, hurting oneself,
isnt any good method either.
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126th post.

2009-11-08T01:30:00.000+08:00

let see what happen this few days....
for friday..
most got ying xiang thing.
when almost our whole class was doing our comm skills letter thing.
that very moment, suddenly blackout.
lucky our group saved our work sia. if not i will start to curse th school like siao.
heard that th LTs and biz park were affected too.
damn wth.

anyway, started training this week.
i almost want to die on wednesday's trg.
guess i really too long no train liao.
and lucky it rained. hahahaah.
friday training still ok la, but mrs lee wasnt around =/
after trg, went subway with pam, jolene, limei and val.
shoikness! SUBWAY after training! :D
then bus-ed 88 home.

i reach home liao then bath finish liao
actually want sleep liao.
then phone ring ;x
actually dont feel like going liao,
cause very tired + i already on my bed le
then think like nvr go, very ''shao xing''
so, i drag myself go.. cabbed down somemore.
i think it was around 7 people share.
1 bottle of vodka..
never enough. hahaha.
after that, we went sit sit by th river
and chatted till 6 then all go home....

me, weiqi and miaoning
take cab go home.
and then.. reaching th end of th expressway..
one fateful thing happened. tire punctured -.-"
lucky is reach th end of expressway liao, if not GG sia.
really is cmi. but then th taxi driver nvr charge us.
so it's like a blessing in disguise =X
so we hail another cab and go home -.-"
dam shag after i reach home.
bathed and sleep. till 1+..
wasted another of my saturday -.-"

125th post.

2009-11-04T00:29:00.002+08:00

reach campus today at 12.45pm..

went earlier to do th FILA chart.

end up nobody knows what to do,

so th whole class decided to strike and did not want to do

LOL, think our class so bonded sia :x

attended F&B Fun lecture after that.

78slides. but damn early finish liao.

so i went lab to play FB again

to wait for time to go by -.-"

VOLCANO! HHAHAHAHAAHAH :D

to that anonymous person.

stop sms-ing me. i know who you are alr.

do you know that by sms-ing me liddat,

i feel more pissed off? stop doing that pls.

it's a very childish act.

& im sure you dont want ppl to do this to you either right.

SO PLS. STOP DOING THOSE STUPID NONSENSICAL THINGS.

Last day of October; Halloween

2009-10-31T23:55:00.001+08:00

okay.. this is super random.
i decided to blog cause its th last day of october? ;x

anyway, today have been REAL BORING.
why is my saturday always so boring -.-"
i slept till 1+ then wake up. by my siberian cat.
she ask me about th spooktacular thing
which i quite not really want to go :x
cause i dont noe why i feel like keep sleep
sleep till dont noe when -.-"
but, i decided to pull myself up and get wash up.
grab my lunch and bathed .
when i went out of house is like 2+ alr.
reach thr and i was sort of late ? ;X

me and yile was like abit bu shuang when reach thr la.
first thing they ask when we reach thr,
''eh!? why you all here? i tot you all today nvr come one?''
then i jitao, say in my heart la,
''walao, like that, zao zhi dao dont come liao, make me wake up so early -.-"
anyway, after yile do th make-up for th characters, we zao alr.
seriously no mood to do th event sia.

this whole week in school.
guess what i did during my every 3hrs breakS?
play FB with th rest at lab. walao.
i think i going siao of FB soon lor. everyday also FB FB FB.
in school also FB FB FB. -.-"

Fluoxetine; helps.

One-Hundred and Third's.

2009-10-27T03:32:00.001+08:00

i cant get seems to express out th things i have
inside me...
this feeling which i hated th most.
maybe not th most, but i just dont like having it
it just seems like losing it
and is as good as th world coming to an end =/
damn it, why do i always have this kind of thoughts
at night. especially at this hour of th night.
should i or should i not?
i really dont want to rely it like th past..
school for th first week had been alright so far.
but im having it again.. a few months back.
im a little..... i just dont noe how to put it across.
haizzzzzzz, more i type, th more i feel vex about it.
my feelings.. is confusing me -.-"

at this rate, i can go bonkers anytime.
it's just like a time bomb...
just go off anytime.. and explode.
it always not fair..
and we cant always get th things th way we wanted it to be.

Nike Human Race (:

2009-10-24T21:12:00.000+08:00

attended th Nike Human Race this morning.
woke up damn early..
took my bro's friend's brother car thr. lols.
saw quite a number of ppl.
saw YuHui, Daph and YeoMei!
&& saw Jermain and Valerie too :D

it was really crowded =/
we started running at like 7+ mins after they started.
actually, i was quite scare to run at first
cause i like damn so many months no run liao
but at least i manage to finish it (:
must thanks yuhui and daph also. hahahas.
especially th last part x.x"
pictures, kope from fb =X

before th race... didnt know i was captured ._."

th three of us! :D before th race also..

this was after th race! (:

after finishing th race..
we went marina square to eat Xin Wang..
all that calories burnt from th runs.. gone.! LOL =X
oh! and guess what, we saw kai lian too! so qiao~ (:
cam-whored abit while waiting for our food!

ROCKERXZ! =X

Me and GorGor! :D

Me and JieJie! :D

Nice Pic! edited by my sis. LOVE IT! (Y)

okay, that's all for today!

NIKE HUMAN RACE! :D

121st post.

2009-10-23T01:19:00.000+08:00

i overslept for my 4pm sociology tutorial today @_@"
i dont noe how th hell i sleep so long sia -.-
cause normally, i dont sleep more than 6-8 hrs
unless under circumstances?
i think i sleep for about 12-13 hours ?
then th funny part is i can auto wake up
at a timing that if i rush out of house, confirm wont late that kind
so i rush out, and luckily, i wasnt late =/

FIRST SOCIOLOGY TUTORIAL!
this girl from lrm 1k05 very nice sia..
she see me sitting alone outside th room
then ask me if im in that class one..
then we made friend :D
&& i saw 2 of my pri school friends too!
but i doubt they rmb me -.-"
first lesson only introduce each other, then go home liao
means i go school for 1 hour, then squeeze th bus back home -.-"
wth right!

TOMORROW!
first french tutorial! totally EGGGGGCITED ttm! :D
muhahaha, at least this time round got cheryl to pei me
so not so scare (:
going to sentosa tmr.
it's th SPOOKTACULAR! woooohoooo~
but we have to dress ourself from top to bottom.
BLACK. i think i will be hot like hell manxz.

having slept for 12 hours+, im still dam energetic now
dont noe how to sleep la.. tmr lesson at 9 somemore ):

-'- !

2009-10-21T22:55:00.000+08:00

CRAP SHIT.

shingzxzxzxzxz!

119th post.

2009-10-20T21:57:00.000+08:00

school had been boring.
it's just 2 days so far and i think im not gonna survive it.
i didnt sleep for th first day, but...
i slept for F&B Fun and Socio lecture today.
socio lecture today was a total WASTE of time.
learnt nothing at all. or maybe cause im sleeping? =.="
&& i survived through 3+2 hrs of breaks today.
well done.
im gonna get use to it. i have 3 days of 3 hrs break. wonderful eh.

will be attending my first french lecture tmr.
i think... im gonna laugh throughout th whole lecture luhs.
shit man... i think i cannot tahan th language =X
had been having headaches for th past 2 days sia.
maybe cannot adapt to th timing again.
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
just glance through my time-table.
and i will be going home at 2 tmr. YAY-ness....
wednesday gonna be my favorite day man.
though i will end at 4 next week onwards.

im gonna force myself to sleep early tonite!

118th post.

2009-10-17T01:54:00.000+08:00

i sleep for 1 hour. great eh!

was pulled by my father to accompany him go hospital

i was like blur blur.. why go hospital..

th A&E dept. aircon no need money sia.

i from 11 am sit thr till 4pm.

and i almost become frozen.

my fingers are too numb to feel anything luh.

i was cold and hungry then =.="

after i reach home..

i bathed. and went down to novena AGAIN.

for 2 times today.. what a great thing again LOL =X

meet Pei Qin, Wei Wei and Wei Qi for dinner.

very random... we went th revenue for jap food

and mrt-ed down to yishun's swensen for dessert. shoik! (Y)

cabbed down to green after that to meet miaoning

to chat abit.. then send weiwei off and miaoning home.

what a day, for a moment i was dam sleepy,

NOW, im energetic -.-

- haiss...

i think i super coward,

just too coward, no courage.

or maybe i just dont have th self-confidence to do it.

i dont noe what to do and i dont noe what to say.

i felt pathetic and useless.

and, this might be th last alr ):

i hope it's not. and school is starting real soon.

means, lesser time. but...

im still not courageous enough to do it la

feeling kind of not myself this few days..
thinking of what im not suppose to be thinking.
easily emo? for dont noe what dam reasons.
my heart seems to be heavily burden-ed by sth.
i just dont noe what that is. long sigh...
suddenly, im afraid,
th feeling of losing. th feeling of missing.
im gonna hate th feeling ):

Reminiscence

2009-10-16T01:10:00.000+08:00

just a little while ago,
when i was lying down on my bed
thinking through some things.
this song keep going through my mind again.

SHOW ME THE MEANING OF BEING LONELY
-Backstreet Boys

So many words for the broken heart
Its hard to see in a crimson love
So hard to breathe
Walk with me, and maybe
Nights of light so soon become
Wild and free I could feel the sun
Your every wish will be done
They tell me...

Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I cant be there where you are
Theres something missing in my heart

Life goes on as it never ends
Eyes of stone observe the trends
They never say forever gaze
Guilty roads to an endless love
Theres no control
Are you with me now
Your every wish will be done
They tell me

Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I cant be there where you are
Theres something missing in my heart

Theres nowhere to run
I have no place to go
Surrender my heart, body and soul
How can it be youre asking me to feel the things you never show

You are missing in my heart
Tell me why I cant be there where you are

Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I cant be there where you are
Theres something missing in my heart

-okay, that's so random -.-"

116th post

2009-10-14T01:43:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,
CHUA PEIQIN! :D

anw, i woke up at like 1pm today.

with miaoning's call =X "ok, that's so random :x*

went cycling with th rest of th nyp ppl and cheesian.

we were like so late when we reach at east coast.

and cycled for around 1hr or even less than that =/

but it feels so shoik to cycle when th others are having school

and it's a weekday.

th path no ppl one. only a few. it's dam shoik! :D

we cabbed down to taka at 4.45pm

sort of ''celebrated'' peiqin's birthday after that.

th ''LOVE-A-LOT'' bear :D and

th 'power ranger' pooh bear LOL

she and weiwei went chalet after that

so we go MOS for dinner!

first time eat th 'hot' terriyaki chicken.

taste super weird la.

i still prefer my unagi rice burger (Y)

we actually wanted to go cathay watch movie after eating

but.. th timing all very late.

so we decided to go Level 9.

watched ''Push''. interesting show, quite nice also (:

cheesian and adolphus went home after movie.

so th three musketeers,

me, weiqi and miaoning went buangkok for ''supper''

and sort of chatted abit at th playground before going home

i feels so bored. they having chalet tmr,

and im gonna rot at home till school starts again i think ):

gonna go watch my ''Tantei Gakuen Q'' now! :D

---timetable ar~ faster come out ar~

STEAMBOAT! :D

2009-10-10T03:23:00.000+08:00

just came back from steamboat with th people ~
and omg, im so freak out at th sight of MEATBALLS now.
everything i see is...
meatballs, meatballs and more MEATBALLS.
i even thought that meatball had became
th topping for mac's vanilla cone -.-"
okay, enough about th stupid meatballs =X
being full, we went to th arcade to...
DIGEST! (:
didnt play much today tho, no mood to play =/

then after that go to th duck rice store across
to get some drinks :D
i didnt drink much kays, im so guai hehehes!
drink finish le, all dont noe where to go then all like tired.
so HOME we go...

but me, weiqi and miaoning
went second round at hougang green instead :x
we were chatting and blah blah blah till around 2
then go to th playground underneath my block
to chat again LOL.
blah blah till around 2.45 then go home.
im super energetic now, maybe because i drank latte -.-"
great. i think i can only sleep at 6 or 7 now

anyway, this was quite an enjoyable night :D
thanks guys!

last day at marriott

2009-10-04T01:26:00.000+08:00

today is my last day at marriott.
i bought th LAST box of chocolate =X
both happy and sad to be working th last day.
happy, cause finally can rest.
sad, gonna miss working with th ppl at marriott.
&& dont noe how th hell im going to spend my another 2 weeks
before school starts.

today mainly do packing up of stuffs.
we packed like almost th whole afternoon.
went up and down from th serai to thrash disposal point to retail store
for dont noe how many times
after everything, it was like around 7+pm alr.
had dinner with th rest of th NYP ppl at pepper lunch.
i feel kinda outcast =X
im th only TP one and only year 1.
but being tgt with them was really really fun! :D

before i forget,
i really had to thank th ppl at th marriott.
for giving me such a wonderful first job experience.
th ppl at marriott were really patient and nice and fun! (:

should be getting my next half of pay on monday =/
will be meeting them again for a meet-up meal
before school starts.
cant wait cant wait!

down to th last week.

2009-09-30T01:18:00.000+08:00

im super tired today.
i ran down and up from marriott to orchard plaza
for 2 times. %#@$#@^%@#$
long story, my mind is too tired to explain right now.
i got cuts everywhr now.
esp. my left hand -.-

im feeling more and more careless and clumsy ):
hais.
hope things get better =/
shall try to go sleep now

before 2009/2009 ends

2009-09-20T23:54:00.000+08:00

forecourt today (:
quite tiring today
being 'runner' sure wasnt easy x.x
&& i cut my hand with a BLUNT knife for THREE times today -.-"
but only bleed 1 time, guess it was really blunt LOL.
and i've got blister on my fingers too @_@"
maybe i used too much force cutting th samples =X

tmr gonna work from 1pm-10pm.
shoik-ness man. no need wake up so early.
but i rather work 10-10 =X more pay $.$
anyway, guess it's better to work from 1pm-10pm
get more rest (:
*bathing~ back to post soon =X

break ._.

2009-09-20T01:55:00.000+08:00

lol.
i sort of wasted my whole saturday.
okay, at least i did rest =/ i guess?
i slept all th way till 1? or 12:30 =X
and i totally forgot that my sis and mum went to malaysia.
gosh. th house, WHOLE house left 2 ppl only
cause my dad working overnite also -.-"
then i watch video all th way after lunch till now?
my eyes dropping liaos.
actually im doing that so that
i hope i can sleep earlier at nite if im tired.
but hor, IM STILL WIDE AWAKE NOW.
i DONT friggin' hell feel tired at all @_@"
speaking of tired...
i didnt eat a proper meal for like about 40 hours.
and i dont feel hungry at all too.
had been skipping break time
cause if i go break, also wont eat.
mind as well dont go =/
so that's how i got 40 hours of no eating .____."

anyway, Friday at RC was quite terrible.
sales was terrible. totally cant hit th target at all -.-"
and 2 of th hotels that i dont like
are like just right besides ours =X
their sales like dam good la. see liao so pek cek.
i reach home at about 12 that nite. was quite worn out =/
but im all freshened up now! due to th long sleep i have (:

so...
tmr which is today, ok, sunday..
i'll be back to forecourt again.
th place im more familiar with :x
hope tmr will be better! (:
shall go force myself to sleep now
if not tmr also GG, cannot wake up.

i dont want rc ):

2009-09-17T23:06:00.000+08:00

work had been quite fun i guess, so far =/
but i sort of injure my wrist a little
when closing th container today.
me and flora was like standing thr trying very hard
to close th container door -.-
then i really pek cek alr, so i ask flora to call pei qin.
then when she like answered th phone alr.
i sort of push like mad to close.
then finally th lock went through.
and that's how i injure my wrist! ):

I HATE RC.
i dont want to go thr! ):
i've been asked to go RC tmr.
damn sad sad sad sad TTM.
im like so tired, and i have to wake up at like 6 tmr?
CRYYYYYYYYY! ):
i rather stay at forecourt.
at least dont have to wake up like so early
and no need to travel here travel thr
tho got ppl fetch us la.

okay, im so gonna miss forecourt tmr -.-"
and im so tired but i cant sleep.
that's th best part, like how am i going to wake up
at like 6 tmr? GG. totally.

109th post.

2009-09-13T01:17:00.000+08:00

decided to blog
since i cant sleep now =/
guess i ate too much,
4-5 muffins that my sis made & a curry chicken pie @_@"
*growing fatter ):

anyway,
just started work this few days.
overall, still okay. not really very tiring.
only leg muscle pain .___." but it's not as tedious as other job (:
and ya, so far i have enjoyed it. and met a few ppl
who are fun and caring (:
hope that work will be going well for th next two weeks or so?
oh, and i have learn quite a few things during work.
maybe going to work is good, can have more experience :D
this whole week work 3 days only, maybe that's why i dont feel tired =/

tmr not working, i have no plans at all.
i rather to work than rot at home -.-"
no mood to maple either. totally.
just feel like sitting in front of th com and let time go by.
wasting time. -.-"
call me to work is better than wasting precious time =x

i've just realised that i haven rant about APEC. lol =X
i go volunteer 2 days only, also have to go 2 trainings. totally wth.
and my shift. OMG lor. ask me to do shift 3 which is like what?!
4p.m-12MIDNIGHT.
how am i suppose to go home at 12MIDNIGHT harhs?!
HELLO! im a student, no car no nth! and just a VOLUNTEER.
expect me to ton at changi airport till th first train or bus come issit!?
i abit regretted signing up for APEC now -.-" but still think it will be a good experience.
what a contradiction.
hais, i will just go with my schedule of activities for this holidays.
im seriously clashing many things.
but when i dont clash. i will be free th whole day -.-

i feel like working tmr =.="
cause i dont want to waste time and rot at home.
think about it, rather than wasting time at home
why not go out and earn more allowance =/
aiyah, dont noe lar, nowadays very frustrated also.
cause of my bloody result. dam sad ):

x.

@_@

2009-09-08T02:19:00.000+08:00

i was training at mp3 halfway and saw this...

The world's tab is like hanging on top?
so funny -.-"

I WANT TO RANT RANT RANT about th damn APEC!
oh my tian, it's freaking irritating and wth.
i shall rant th whole story tmr. im super tired now.
ciaos.

Teacher's day (:

2009-08-31T16:39:00.000+08:00

just reached home! :D

hmms,
went back to nv today with th group of netballers.
met few teachers only =/
then played netball at th ISH with them.
i was bare-footed && i wear like going out kind one to play =.=
i leg super pain and my heel hit th stupid metal thing
damn pain x.x

i didnt eat th whole day till now =/
i dont feel hungry at all.
omg larh, am i human anot? ._____."
anw, its not th first time liaos.

i cant sleep at all last nite.
or should i say it's been dont noe how many days i cant sleep liaos.
totally rolling about my bed for dont noe how many hours larh.
i even went to th living room and tr sleeping on th couch =.="
but of cause, it failed. i ended up watching teevee.
i think it's because i haven take my medication lately =/
but i dont want to keep rely on it also.
now holidays, i think i shall slowly change back to th normal?
hais, see first. everytime i start to think about this thing,
i feel irritated and pissed -.-

-JoanneAlexisTee (:

DortzXZ. Dot Dot...

2009-08-29T16:37:00.000+08:00

SIANS!

HOME ALONE
&& I GOT NOTHING TO DO.
pathetic right?! i felt to kelianxz.
okay, i go nap! :D
maybe going sleep till next morning -.-"

HOLIDAY IS BORING!

-JoanneAlexisTee (:

what's my talent? i guess i have none.
i felt useless and pathetic.

NO TIME

2009-08-21T20:04:00.000+08:00

OKAY, i wont be blogging soon i guess.

Firstly, i need MORE time to study for End-Year Exams =X
Secondly, i still cant upload photos )':
Thirdly, if i cant upload pics, then not fun to blog liaos, then no mood to blog also =X
Fourthly, i dont want to stick to th com too often =X *what a lie*
AND. dadadadadada.

OH! YES!~
TODAY MICROECONS PAPER!
END LIAOS! WOOOHOOOOO! i want open champagne!
but still got 3 more papers to go ! JIAYOUS! :D
hope i dont have to take any supp papers x.x *touch wood* =X
so,
CIAOS

-JoanneAlexisTee (:

104th POST

2009-08-15T01:28:00.000+08:00

im still unable to post pics! sad! )':

ANYWAY, today (15/08)
was a great day! :D great and funny thing happened.
in the morning me and Ann Ann wanted to print th
Microecons Past Year Paper.
but then we found out that only can pay by cashcard
then my cashcard low balance -.- so we decided to try to print at th basement library
then they say they dont print books #%#$^#$#
THEN, one Kind 'RED' uncle is so good larhxz!
he wanted to GIVE us 1 cashcard which have $5 inside FOC!
then me and Ann Ann was like,''no, we cannot take''
then keep pushing here and thr until finally that uncle accepted ann ann's 5 bucks!

AND OMGAWD!
Khuzaimah is th joke of th day manxz! =X
her slipper somehow drop from th fourth storey to th second storey
like bird's dropping =X everyone practically BURST out into laughter larhxz!
IT WAS HILARIOUS TO TH MAX PLS! omg.!

GUESS WHAT.
after 1month+++++, i finally went back to training.
& it was also th last training before mary lee come back =.=
ZXC! why! i dont want mary lee )': D-E-A-D for me.
anyway, today training quite okay.
im so gonna miss that ''hayasin'' dont noe to to spell la.
and today cool down was lead by me.
i was like shouting,''EVERYONE! DO YOUR WARM UP PROPERLY!''
when it was suppose to be cool down -.-" so ma lu larhxz!
and PEOPLE! remember to do th aerobics style of arm swing! :D
hehe!

omgawd, APEC interview is on Sunday!
what to wear? what to say?
tell me! ):

103rd post.

2009-08-13T19:34:00.000+08:00

I FRIGGIN' HATE TH COM LA.
WHAT TH HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU!!!!
I WANT TO UPLOAD MY PICS ):
AHHH!
btw, did some stupid quizzes on FB before lessons start today.
and my result was:''YOU'RE A MOTHER FUCKN DOUCHE BAG!: k nobody fuckn likes you. you fuckn complain to fuckn much and im pretty sure u have a small fuckn dick. PPL FUCK...N HANG OUT WITH YOU BECAUSE THEY NEED TO LAUGH FUCKN ONCE AND A WHILE WHEN THEY'RE BORED!''
IM SUPER UBER ULTRA SADDD AFTER SEEING TH RESULT!
NOBODY FuCKN LIKE ME -INSERT EMO EMO EMO FACE- )':

ANYWAY!
because of this quiz, we were scolded by this stupid bangla teacher next door.
she went in and said,: '' Can you guys lower down your volume ?! we are having a test next door!''
then i was like stoned and said,:''ORH. OKAY!''
then when she going to leave the room,
i sort of ''whispered'' to Leeeeeen Leeeeen,:''we very loud meh?!''
then that stupid bangla teacher heard sia -.- then say,:''YES. VERY LOUD''
then i jitao pissed off, point middle finger at her =X LOL

OKAY, whatever.
th CLIQUES did a good deed today!
each of us walked 400m EACH.
with every 100m walked, 1 bowl of rice will be donated!
AND 4x9=36 bowls of rice!
WELL DONE CLIQUES! LOL =D

I SERIOUSLY HOPE MY SIS FIND HER CARD READER SOON.

OR I WONT BE ABLE TO UPLOAD PICS! )':

Comm Skills Presentation

2009-08-13T00:23:00.000+08:00

Lazy to blog! =X
Pictures are more important! (:

Class Shot 1

Class Shot 2

My Comm Skills Group;

GOOD JOB! :D

okay, im tired after coming back from supper.

super sinful supper.

Milo Dinosaur, Mutton Steak, Kambing Soup and Roti John

OMGAWD. im getting fat ):

101th POST!

2009-08-11T21:01:00.000+08:00

ok, a quick blog update before i go bath =X

GUESS WHATTTTTTT!
Comm Skills Presentation Down-ed!
WOO HOOOOO! no need see Ms. Pauline Lau liaos! YAY-ness! (:
No more comm skills till next sem! so great ehs!

I SHALL BE A GUAI KIA TMR!
&& ATTEND RHT LECTURE THO WE HAVE NO TUTORIAL TMR!
cause i itchy mouth go say whoever tmr say want come nvr go,
will have to treat the rest BBT. my mouth too itchy =X
kays la, dont say till so bad, at least it's revision lecture
&& will be beneficial to us. HOPEFULLY (:
kay, im gonna BATH!

100th post! :D

2009-08-06T21:50:00.000+08:00

finally its the 100th post! cheers (:
okay, it's been 1 week since i blogged x.x
so.. general updates!
-Family together again at last :DD
-I've got new god-parents (:
-MicroEcons is definitely not getting easier -.-"
-''Think im gonna flunk microecons on the end-sem 60% somemore ):''
-BCS finally DOWN-ed! :D
-Will try to attend church service as long as i am free =X
-Have skipped 1 month plus of netball training alr.
-Stamina down, skills down, passion down -.-" equals die.
-Soooooooo gonna miss Xiao Bai! ): she was sent to SPCA! T.T
-Haven prepare anything for the bloooooody comm skills presentation.
-IntHT class test 2: think im one of the failure ):
-our LRM shirt is like....OMGAWD. =.=" speechless.
-HAVE BEEN PROCRASTINATING. must STOP!
-still addicted to JELLYBEANS =X
-back to watching bleach (: okay, must stop! end-sem EXAMS coming.
-finally know how to fish in pet society!=X ok, i know im a noob.
-&& fish a fish is definitely NICE! :DD
-PEOPLE, buy me more at ''friend for sale''! =X

okay, that's about it =X my 100th post C:
should post more when i think of more to update (:

BCS presentation (:

2009-07-30T20:55:00.000+08:00

BCS presentation today!
well done 1k01! :D
and... PICTURES! XD

LAZY TO CAPTION THEM! =X pls forgive me ._."

ANYWAY, these ppl below are with me for th most time for projects.

<333 them lots (:

MY GROUP-mates! :D

OK THE END =X
MORE PICS AT FACEBOOK (:

im tired ): *yaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwnnnnsss*

K-F-C again (:

2009-07-29T16:47:00.000+08:00

yeahh its...
K-F-C again! (:
this time round all ate SNACKERS <3 except khuzaimah =X
she ate O.R fillet burger!

Featuring Khuzaimah & 8 snackers ! (:

erm... that red thing in the middle was suppose to be a 'bridge' -.-"

KHUZAIMAH & 'Twin Tower'! :D

KHUZAIMAH: ''HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA XD''

YIHUI: '' =.=" ''

YIHUI: ''*smoooooooch* =X

this pic nice, i like =X!

OMGAWDDD! RED TOTALLY RAWKS! =P

OH!

i cant believe my school book shop actually sells this :

Meiji' copan Garlic toast tidbit!

It's super niceeeeeeeee.

the last time i ate was at ivan's house ._."

i cant believe to see it in my campus's book shop . lols

okay, that's all.

gonna catch a nap first =X

super tireddd!

Teletubbies

2009-07-26T16:50:00.000+08:00

LOL. THIS IS SUPER RETARDED!
ROFLMAO!

THE COMMENTS ARE DAMN FUNNY!
LOLOLOLOL!

PICTURES! :D

2009-07-25T19:49:00.000+08:00

decided not to write anything
but just post pictures
was too lazy larh
also no ppl reaading -.- or no ppl tagging i should say ._."

OB presentation 'prop' =X

While waiting for YiHui! we cam whore-ed in toilet ! (:

AHAHA! love this pic! :DD

DARK CHOCOLATE ! <333

With my sis baking on e SAT afternoon :D

okay that's all

gonna go have dinner liaos

tobecontinued.

ADD-ON:

These are the doggie biscuits my sis and i made today.

cute isnt it (:

K-F-C

2009-07-24T00:24:00.000+08:00

YEAPPPPPPS.
that's right.
we had K-F-C for lunch (:
even though it was a short break.

Muhahah!

the K-F-C ! :D

the 3 snacker boxes belongs to me, ann ann and leeeen!

went back school for bcs aftermath.

do the stupid web design thing.

omgawddddddddd lorh!

we spent 3 hrs doing so little things only.

i doubt we can finish in time >.>

hmms,

sort of ''camp'' in the school lab again tonite.

to finish my microecons article analysis.

still got market study.! suppose to help leeeeen with it.

yes. i think i should go find the ''baackground'' first.

tobecontinued.

94th post!

2009-07-22T23:54:00.000+08:00

muhahahas.
i think i so guai =X
despite not having comm skils tutorial,
i still attend school! BCS & RHT lectures. (:
BCS lecture today abit. erm. wth. the lecturer was like keep saying
''this one you can read on your own.''
so wth lorh, then might as well dont go lecture. lol larhs.

the lecture 9:40 end.
then we decided to have our meals at SUGARLOAF (:
we reach sugarloaf at like 1015?
they are super not punctual luhs. thr write 1030 open
we ended up 1100 then go in. #@^#$%# super hungry and tired by then
me and chee sian ate tiramisu and shared beef rib sth sth cant rmb ._."

TIRAMISU! (:

The beef thingy (:

oh oh!

forgot to mention,

we cam-whore abit before going sugarloaf.

the toilet at the convention hall super shoik!

love their mirror :3 pic pic!

muhahaha, we were fascinated by that huge mirror! (:

in the toilet ._."

me and leeeeeen! :D

YAY! =X

after meals at sugarloaf.

went to do abit of OB projects.

then went to RHT lecture at 2.

total boring lecture. i was playing my PSP =X

THEN! lecture ends in a blink of eye! heh heh

then went to lab to do OB project again.

then i also shun bian do the peer appraisal for IntHT.

SUPER funny =X

went off at 9 x.x

This MILK TEA keep me through the night at the lab (:

then bus-ed down to buangkok find my father.

he haven eat dinner, so decided to pei him eat (:

AH! gotta go bath now =X

``Emo day. Someone keep me company?

-- Thanks AH GONG for chatting with me and cheering me up (:

-- NATHSON! how can you forgot who i am! D:
-- and lastly, i love red! i always do. heh heh heh :3

=X hehehe!

Rock Band; UNPLUGGED

2009-07-21T19:35:00.000+08:00

just reach home.
have a quick update first.
i think i really doing some nonsensical things just now
when we're suppose to do our OB's PPT properly.

-`sry leeen & chee sian for being so nonsensical and ridiculous just now -.-

then today no comm skills.
i dont noe the reasons why no comm skills for today and tmr.
but i happy =X
me and vivian was like,
''Pauline Lau really fall down the stairs ar? after our so many curses''
lols, i know we very bad >.> ok luhs, dont tease pauline lau liaos -.-
in any case. many projects are due-ing AGAIN.
microecons, OB presentation, BCS web design.
freak.

just went to take a look at what my mum cooked for dinner.
so sians, i see liao, immediately appetite turned off.
anw!
im abit hooked onto this game (:

ROCK BAND; UNPLUGGED!

It's home alone again.

to be continued...

No mocha frappe ):

2009-07-20T23:39:00.000+08:00

just came back from my ''dinner''
had claypot chicken rice and iced milo for dinner!
i was super full pls.
before that i ate 1 muffin, 2 breads and 1 whole cup of fruit juice.
omgawd. im going to puke.

anw,
my fahter very 'lol'
went i was eating, he suddenly say,
''you noe wednesday got the esclipse thing?''
then i was like ''huh? ._." ''
then he went on,'' its when the moon blocks the sun.''
then i was like so excited, '' huh?! really? then whole day black ar?''
then he say,' no, only china can see.''
i was like , ''zzz. =.=" ''
make me excited for nth, or maybe i just lack the common knowledge.

ANW ANW!
today very omg luhs.
reach school at 8:15 immediately chiong do our RHT project.
then i tot still got alot time left, keep ask yile and chee sian to ''take it easy''
NA LI ZHI DAO.
OMG. not enough time.
i chiong from the campus's lab to the basement of library.
and then from basement de library chiong up to 6 floor to finally find khee chai
tell you man, the trip OMG. my stamina really cmi liaos =X
lucky khee chai kind enough, we late by 5 mins
he still like ''its okay'' kind of thing =X

wa piangzz,
super full now,
HOW TO SLEEP?! =.="
OH!
i FINALLY collected my testimonial
which have collected dont noe how many dusts in NV liaos. -.-

I WANT MOCHA FRAPPE ):

91st post

2009-07-18T21:17:00.000+08:00

im suppose to be doing my rht report right now.
but i seems to keep procrastinate things today.
idk why =.="

anw anw,
ytd i become the ''ting zhang''
i slept at the living room.
i woke up in the morning quite angry. why?
cause i tot why nobody bothers to wake me up to go sleep on my bed.
then this afternoon i asked my mum.
then she says, my sister , my father and her DID called me to go sleep on my bed.
but after MANY attempts, i keep ignored them, so they decided
to just let me sleep there -.-"
but so odd, i dont rmb ignoring them.
okay that's my ytd story.

TODAY,
went to school right after i woke up.
reached school around 9 plus?
then waited for yile to come before doing the project
guess what,
we ended up playing facebook games instead of doing project. GG-ed. LOL
then we go library to distribute the work.
wasted trip to school today luhs =X
super tired. slept throughout the journey back home.
GOSH!
better get back to my report first x.x

90th post

2009-07-17T01:58:00.000+08:00

OH GOD!
i cant believe.
i finally finished th final touch up for comm skills.
its like close to 2am now.
ah, watever. LOL the last touch up was actually
to add in the content page, appendices. and dadadadada.....

ANW ANW!
went to airport to find my sis after school! :D
ate popeye's
but stupid thing is... guess wat =="
the mashed potato and biscuits were all SOLD OUT D:
like wth, my sis say they no stock till end of the month @%#$@#$!
WTFISH!. its like 2 weeks more!? they lack of potatoes uhs? sad sad.
so long no eat le, then want eat also cannot. RAWR-ed.
then shop shop at candy empire + NTUC. lmao.
saw 1 pocky de flavour very interesting.
ChocoBanana. guess wat. its SUPER UBER NICE :D
love it to the max =X

th packaging very cute rite. omgawd.

somemore so cheap lehs. 2 for $1.35 !

AHHH! LOLS.

then we went to sit sit at coffee beans.

actually want watch movie on lappy de.

but it was bloody hell de lag.

so we decided not to watch

and played FB's GAMES :D *CRAZYYYYY TAXI*

heh heh heh.

im so gonna go slp now

tmr still need go school early to print the stupid report i just finished >:(

89th post.

2009-07-10T23:27:00.000+08:00

WOOTs.
1 week no blog liaos =X
and guess wat, it means that i 1 week no cut myself le.
see, i said i could control my addiction =X
super chaotic week this week.
still pia-ing all the projects D:
stupid poly life, everyday also got th word PROJECT running through your mind de ><

anw, today's trg CANCELLED!
i super happy :x
cause friday ma, then if still train , then very tired.
i've just did some things to my comm skills report.
super tiring. Eyes going pop out.
i hate REPORTS. as well as PROJECTS! =.="
this 3 years better pass quickly =/

Oh ya, reminder to myself.
Go school collect testimonial =.="
still at NV collecting dust.
AHHHHHHH!
super tired now.
gonna go sleep now =X

88th.

2009-07-03T07:34:00.000+08:00

stop acting like you are concern about me
if you dont want to bring me see a doc.

what's this? wait 1 week thing.
wat's th diff of bringing me go tmr and 1 week later.
what's th result that you want to see.
i hack care alr . wat you want to say, i dont want to care.
and im not gonna ask you to bring me go see again.
1 week later, you want bring me go? go yourself then.
it's either go NOW, or not going ANYMORE.

im getting more and more short-tempered lately =.="
issit getting worse or wat?
and i cut myself for fun.
for FUN. stop asking why. im sick of answering.
and i hate replying that question. FUN.
maybe i got addicted now, but doesnt mean i wont stop.
im trying to alr. im sick of this world la.
maybe everyone else does too.
anw, just visited th doc.
i got 2 new pills =.=" and 1 same one.
wonder if they really works.
he said i got mild depression. how ''zzz'' is that.
maybe im really just
''xin li zuo yong'' idk.
i just hate.
another person keep saying that, its because of maple
that make me what i am now.
seriously, i dont think ITS maple.
i have stop playing for like 1 month?
and i still feel the same, no much better.
i felt like im back again.
cabbing to school, and cabbing back home again.
shit this world. i SERIOUSLY hate.

87th post.

2009-07-01T22:36:00.000+08:00

i overslept todae.
didnt attend BCS lecture =.="
then today attend comm skills nia.
lazy go RHT lecture also =X

anw, picnic with my sis at pasir ris park today! LOL
super hot pls =.="
some random pics lol

random 1

random 2

random 3

random 4

And lastly, RANDOM 5! LOL =.="

today happy.

bought 1 blouse 1 pants and 1 shoes!

LOL. and to my surprise today buy shoes quite fast.

if not everytime dont have my size de =.="

gonna go sleep now!

if not will oversleep like today.

dont really noe how i overslept today sia =="

the stupid alarm!

NITES! :D

86th post.

2009-06-30T11:13:00.000+08:00

using my free time in the morning to blog
SINCE my lecture will be starting at 2.
cause thr's no tutorial for th next 2 weeks for IntHT =.="
E-learning. sucks =X
i still prefer going school tho i dont feel like it.
doing it online seems weird?

anw,i woke up at like 9:30? so early pls.
wanted to slp more but cant. hais.
anw anw, got back my Microecons paper ytd.
i must say. lucky i just passed.
what's next? OB.
just pass i happy liaos. should be getting back on this friday barhs.
super boring this few days. but alot projects.
dont noe can finish anot.
and th damn BCS web design thingy.
bloody hell, Phrase 1 is due-ing next week?!
and like i haven learn anything liddat =X
super sucks luhs, i hate bcs D:
then th OB, omg lor, still got Part B haven started yet.
our part A like haven finish. did we? ahh, well.
then microecons also. market study. want cry liaos D:
so many things to do.

i mutilated myself again ytd.
guess i have got addicted.
one day, sth really might happen to me.
who cares. i hate this world, i want to leave this world.

my panic attack acted up AGAIN.
during my trip back home.
there was a traffic jam at th expressway,
then for no reason. my heart raced.
i managed to calm down? aiyah, nth really matters.
i hate.
someone pls erase my memory.

85th post

2009-06-28T21:49:00.000+08:00

todae,
went to Church of Singapore with Xiao Yi and family.
hmms,
so far, i think still okay.
ate at bedok food center aftermath.
ate alot, ok, maybe for me is alot. cause XiaoYi keep taking food for me.
&& i finished 1 whole cup of Soya Bean Milk . omgg.
then go her house sit sit while waiting my mum to join us for dinner.
i slept like nobody business while waiting.
super tired.
then when my mum arrive at around 6?
DINNER starts.
guess what dinner was?.
Xiao Yi cooked. Fried Rice. lols,
with recipe. okay luhs, she's improving on her cooking =]

then my mum want watch th stupid taiwn show ''爱''
then sit till 9 pm then go home.
wah, super tired lorhs,
lucky i finished microecons tutorial ytd lerhs,
if not sure cmi x.x
gotta bath now & have my precious sleep :D

who got you angry now again?!
can you stop acting so big?.

21 Guns - Green Day

2009-06-27T15:00:00.000+08:00

i LOVE this song.

21 Guns-Green Day

Do You Know What's Worth Fighting For

When It's Not Worth Dying For?

Does It Take Your Breath Away

And You Feel Yourself Suffocating?

Does The Pain Weigh Out The Pride?

And You Look For A Place To Hide?

Did Someone Break Your Heart Inside?

You're In Ruins

One, 21 Guns

Lay Down Your Arms

Give Up The Fight

One, 21 Guns

Throw Up Your Arms Into The Sky

You And I

When You're At The End Of The Road

And You Lost All Sense Of Control

And Your Thoughts Have Taken Their Toll

When Your Mind Breaks The Spirit Of Your Soul

Your Faith Walks On Broken Glass

And The Hangover Doesn't Pass

Nothing's Ever Built To Last

You're In Ruins

One, 21 Guns

Lay Down Your Arms

Give Up The Fight

One, 21 Guns

Throw Up Your Arms Into The Sky

You And I

Did You Try To Live On Your Own

When You Burned Down The House And Home?

Did You Stand Too Close To The Fire?

Like A Liar Looking For Forgiveness From A Stone

When It's Time To Live And Let Die

And You Can't Get Another Try

Something Inside This Heart Has Died

You're In Ruins

One, 21 Guns

Lay Down Your Arms

Give Up The Fight

One, 21 Guns

Throw Up Your Arms Into The Sky

One, 21 Guns

Lay Down Your Arms

Give Up The Fight

One, 21 Guns

Throw Up Your Arms Into The Sky

You And I.

83rd POST

2009-06-24T20:48:00.000+08:00

nothing to post again !
cause in school whole day AGAIN.
super sians.
anw, got back my comm skills test ytd.
did i mention tt ytd? no? idk =.="
i got 28 nia. *clap clap* almost fail pls.
i hate ENGLISH la. this is so freakish english-ly subject can.
no mood to post blog now lorh.
cause i saw sth very dissapointing.
im so dissappointed. TOTALLY.

whr th hell did my penknife gone? F5.
zzz, go buy another one. anw, so cheap.
i got addicted. imma die sooner or later.
*rushes off to find penknife* =.="
and once again.
IM DISSAPPOINTED . or should i say UPSET?
oh well. that person just dont understand.
so who cares.

OH, 1 more thing.
JOANNE officially quits maple.
YAYness, come come, all open champagne with me.
i feel like having a drinking session,
but sure nobody want pei me derhs.
actually drink alone also not so bad.

82nd post

2009-06-23T22:27:00.000+08:00

nothing to post todae lehs.
go school whole day lor.
so tiring can during the IntHT lecture.
i almost fell aslp. ok, i did. for like 10 mins :x
i REALLY hate ending school at 6 larhs.
everytime the bus so many ppl,
den have to squeeze here squeeze thr.

REACHED HOME.
was hungry, didnt eat since morning 7am =.="
but i eat little bit nia.
cause my mum todae cook de food not really fits my appetite x.x
den..
off i went to edit my Microecons project.
and its FINALLY done.
hais, but another stupid project very headache >.>
the IntHT project.!
wth, 15 pages of report. *faint*
im gonna go slp now.
tt pill is taking effect i think,
im feeling super drowsy. can type till slp =.="
so.
NITES EVERYONE! :D

81st Post.

2009-06-23T00:26:00.000+08:00

Nothing much to blog about.
hmms, let see..
weekend, played street netball.
well, TP1 won 2nd place, while TP2 which is my team got 4th.
no medal D: LOL. but we all noe everyone did well.
GJGJ! :D

Sunday is Father's day.
this year me and my sis didnt give him anything.
i felt bad, at least my sis made him muffins =/
and worse is, i think he's having a bad mood tt day.
c'mon its father's day. and he's having bad mood =.="
OH! & i bought a pill box. very cute LOL =X

cute marhs?=X

okay, so i bought th pill box

to erm, of cause put my pills larhs =.="

if not everytime very ma fan bring the whole thing to school etc.

this is much more easier :D

dont ask me wat pills they are. cause idk also.

everytime i visit clinic stare here stare there. not really listening to doc =X

MONDAY!

first day of school after first term break.

it was like erm.. wth thing.

i ended school at like 1:30 =.="

stupid tutor no come D:

but also good larh, cause i forgot do the MicroEcons project >.>

and yah, i just finished doing it. and using some free time to blog :D

im tired.

gotta go get my sleep alr =X

nite nite~

Depressed.

2009-06-20T00:24:00.000+08:00

IM SO FEELING :

RIGHT NOW.
idk why.
but i tear-ed for no reasons.
lucky my house no ppl.
if not they sure think i siao, cry for no reasons.
feeling super gloomy and depressed.
wanted to find someone to talk to.
but i dont noe how to start th conversation with.

nowadays, when ppl see me ,
their first comment was, ''你瘦了''
even thursday mrs tan say too D:
have i really got any skinny? idk.
speaking of mrs tan, i finally have a pic with her after a super long long time =X

hais, i dont want to care about my weight now
i think im getting abit depression .
but normally ppl who have depression
wont say themselves got depression de =.="
i started mutilating myself,
at first it was just for fun. PURELY for fun.
and it got worse now, i somehow got addicted to th pain.
and subsequently i dont feel any pain anymore when mutilating myself.
my life is so messed up right now.
and i even scolded my BEST cousin. im so unreasonable.
WHY? why have i become liddat? i dont noe why.
and my passion for netball is getting lesser and lesser.
i used to look forward to training very much.
now, i would rather stay at home than to train or play netball.
dont even talk about netball, i dont even feel like going out of my house.
can anyone tell me if im really depressed?
WHY HAVE I BECOME LIDDAT?!
have i really change tt much D:
moody, gloomy, depressed. what else?

lame

2009-06-19T03:22:00.000+08:00

ITS JUST A FUCKING LAME STUPID PIXEL GAME.

JUST STOP IT.

MY BAD OKAY?!

I STARTED IT.

SO I SHALL END IT NOW OKAY?!

STOP TH REMARKS.

I KNOW YOUR ENGLISH POWERFUL.

I SURE CANNOT WIN YOU LUHS.

SO LET's JUST STOP THIS.

I'VE ALREADY DECIDED TO QUIT.

THEN YOU WILL PLAY TH GAME PEACEFULLY OKAY?!

and 1 more thing,
i dont think you are appreciative enough
for wat i have DONE for you.
maybe im wrong again.
if you think th above sentence is wrong.
just ignore it. CAUSE I DONT WANT TO START A QUARREL AGAIN.

EDIT:
eh, HELLO, not like i like to spam ppl tagboard la hor.
not happy with my spams? delete it.
im not gonna say anymore .
see its still MY FAULT ANYWAY.
and you're trying to say im childish
by trying to make a mess and end it.
PLEASE LA, i want to end it
because i dont want a stupid game to mess up our relationship.
if that's wat you want, to spoil our relationship cause of a game.
i'll just go along with it.
and do you noe that if i selll my iibis at 26m now, i will lose lots of mil?!
you dont noe, cause you sold a valuable thing at such a low price.
and your sentence ''u're stating the last but more come out from behind''
like i said AGAIN. i want to STOP this. S-T-O-P.
but like you SAID too.
''im contradicting myself if i start this and end this myself''
OKAY, then i dont contradict myself lor.
i dont stop this.
why dont YOU stop this. and stop th remarks/comments?
and i didnt say i want to win.
its just that whenever ppl quarrel or argue with you.
you will just argue back to ppl that you are always right.
oh! SORRY FOR SPAMMING YOUR TAGBOARD HOR.
SO SOSOSOSOSOSOSO SORRRRY.
cause i was pure lazy. cant you see that im lazy to pei you go heeren too.
and do you noe that you are bringing th main topic further and further away?
im gonna say this once again.
CAUSE I ONCE REGARDED YOU AS MY BEST COUSIN
I DONT WANT TO SPOIL TH RELATIONSHIP BECAUSE OF A STUPID GAME.
that's why i want to end all this to prevent it from getting worse.
and not wat you said,
''created a big hoohaa and try to end it when its already exploded into a big mess''
you dont want me to end this?
okay, its fine with me if you dont want to end this.
cause i can guarantee you that our relationship will worsen till we will be super enemies.
like you and your brother.
that's the REASON why i want to stop.
but you kept argue back.
im telling you, i have been feeling down this few days.
and you noe why?
that's because i suffered frm PANIC ATTACK.
if you dont noe wat that is, go check google.
that's th reason why im feeling so depressed this few days .
and guess wat, this stupid game made it worse
by spoiling our relationship.
do you noe that almost everyone that you ask to be your bf freaks out?
i always put in nice words for you. its just that you doesnt noe.
if you doesnt appreciate that, i can just tell them wat you really want.

IDIOT ASSHOLE BASTARD

2009-06-18T14:50:00.000+08:00

THIS POST IS FOR 1 ASSHOLE BASTARD

THE REST WHO WANT TO READ,

GO AHEAD AND READ IT IF YOU WANT.

ITS ABOUT A BASTARD,

I FEEL SO STUPID.

chiong chiong chiong.
chiong all you want la.
kui me everytime mega you, you didnt even mega me ONCE.
instead you mega-ed a spammer,
talking about spammer, GOT SPAMMER ALSO DONT WANT jio me go.
nice one la,
& you owe me 6m so long le, also dont want return me
how many months liao? GO ask yourself,
i didnt even ask for interest.
AND i noe DEEP in your heart, you're not gonna return me th 6m
that time should have chiong my buccaneer also.
SO STUPID OF ME TO HAVE WAITED FOR YOU.
and end up lei? YOUR BUCCANEER de LEVEL also higher than me.
Got ring dont want share with own ppl . instead share with other ppl else.
AIYAH, i hack care la, you want chiong rite? chiong urself then.

IM SO STUPID TO HAVE WAITED FOR YOU THAT TIME.
i noe i post this post sure kana flame by you de la,
but who cares, im alr demoralized by tt game liaos
FIRST, scammed 60m.
SECOND, someone just love to chiong dont want wait ppl
THIRD, good things share with ''outsider'' also dont share with me
FOURTH, IM TOO STUPID, not gonna trust anyone anymore.
GO LA CHIOING LA, go die in front of th com.
you bloody bastard _|_
EVERYTIME TALK TO YOU ABOUT ring all this .
ACT nvr see my sentence rite.
CHANGE topic somemore. as if i talking to wall.
like to act so much? go mediacorp interview la
sure alot 'qian tu' one.

you say want chiong before going malaysia?
Oh, HOW FAR YOU WANT CHIONG?
LVL120 harhs GO ON, GO CHIONG.
btw, you're so gonna fail 'n' lvl.
AND guess wat, MAPLE is gonna SAVE your ''n'' level
Trust me on that.

IDIOT ASSHOLE BASTARD.
SON OF A BITCH.
come flame me la,
EVERYDAY ask you wait,
EVERYDAY see your lvl become even further away from mine,
EVERYDAY talk to you like talking to wall.
THAT's it. im qutting maple liaos.

i noe you're gonna flame me
sth like ''quit lor''
tt's because you doesnt even care wat lvl i am.
RIGHT?! sharing ring with others instead of sharing with me.
OH, wat a BEST cousin.
so not goona trust anyone anymore. especially you.
lvl 70 liao, still cannot wait? tt means you doesnt care about my lvl .
you just want to CHIONG. show tt you are a HARDCORE MAPLER?!
its so contradicting when you say, THE RING's NOT MINE.
when i ask you to train with me with th ring,
answer will be standard, ''ring not mine''
BUT, still can pt other ppl wor,
RING NOT URS ,cannot share? only can share with otherr ppl?
you doesnt treat me as your cousin?
SUA LOR.
at least now i can quit maple liao, focus on my studies.
and guess wat! YOU ARE GOING TO FAIL 'N' LEVELS.
this is so freak. you resembles your bro tho you dont like him.
whenever you complain about him,
that's wat speaks about you too.
REMEMBER HOW YOU ''SHOOT'' OTHER PPL?
''It Takes One To Know Another.''
it totally fits you.

CRAP. i made such a LONG post for some bastard.
wasted. spoil my blog.
BUT, im still gonna post it.
cause its freakin annoying to see some bastard liddat.
always treat me transparent in bl when talking to you?
k then, you got 1 choice, DELETE me in bl lor.

AND guess wat, whenever ppl tell me you're gay
they freaked out, thinking you;re a nutcase or sth
i helped you by asking them to shut up, tho i know th truth.
and not spread th thing around
i did so much to help you.
wat you gave me?
NOTHING. not even waiting for me.
at least my buccaneer waited but i regretted it.
CAUSE YOU NOE WHY.
YOU JUST WANT TO LEVEL HIGHER THAN ME
so that you will feel that you are better than me.

still th same sentence.
STILL DONT WANT WAIT ME?
fine, i quit.
anw, i just kana scammed.
& YOU, better return my 6m fast.
i say quit doesnt mean you dont have to return me my 6m.

this is gross,
i actually made 1 post specially for you on your bdae.
guess wat, tt post spoilt my blog too.

you want to help me ?
den lend me your prz when you go msia and let me self leech.
that's 1 choice , another is you want me to quit maple
well, i guess you will choose th second choice.
cause you doesnt even bothers.
seems like your bl alot of ppl, so you dont need me either .
if you want lend me your prz, but i still cant catch up when you come back frm holidays,
i will just quit maple .

BLOODY hell,
why am i making such a long long stupid post for such
an asshole bastard

i noe you're gonna flame me sooner or later,
why not flame now. come flame me la.
when i pissed off le,
you still can continue talk to BL asking for map.
WELL DONE pls. i didnt noe im so transparent to you _|_
just go die.

嫌いな人。愚か者。_|_

EDIT:
EVEN MORE BASTARD.
dont want lend, dont lend lor.
GO la, GO CHIONG LOR
chiong all you want.
cause you dont need me le anw,
ALOT of contacts rite.
GO find them for ring and spams la
NO need ME to play with you le wat.
SO ZAI liao.
GO THINK ABOUT IT LA, how i helped you th times you needed help.
tho you also help me before.
BUT IM SURE i HELPED YOU MORE THAN YOU DO.
your dmg very imba right, now comfirm superrrrrrrrr IMBA liao
no need ppl help le.
DONT WANT LEND ME YOUR PRZ rite.
FINE. dont lend lor. i dont care anymore liaos.
JUST PLAY ALL YOU WANT.
I HEREBY WISH YOU A FAILED 'N' LEVEL.

i seriously REGRETTED waiting for you tt time.
YOU cant be TRUSTED by me anymore.
GO and DO wat you like la
& i noe you alot friends rite.
in maple and RL , no need me also can liaos.
shouldnt have played with you in th first place.
FIRST, buccaneer, quarreled.
NOW, also . WHO's FAULT?!
i noe la, MY FAULT.its ALWAYS MY FAULT.
jiayous in your IMBAAAAAAAAAAAA WB la hor.
den your 'N' COMFRIM ''IMBA'' also.
then on tt day i sure open champagne celebrate with you la
dont worry no ppl to celebrate when you fail la.
cause you noe why?.
YOU'RE JUST A BASTARD.

Blah, Bleh.

2009-06-17T00:46:00.000+08:00

EAST COAST PARK PICS.

going to rain but it didnt =="

tot th water was nice? =/

nice ma? nvm.

Cable-Ski park :D

towards th night.

totally random pic. LOL

Anyway, stayed over at xiao yi's hse that night after th picnic.
and went to her church on Sunday.
Then, after th church service,
we went to eat Fei Fei Wanton Mee.
Quite nice, and th portion was just right for me,
but i think my cousin find th portion too small =/
then we bought some dumplings! :D
super nice can!

nonya dumpling! love it!

you can go buy ! :D

The Box cover =/

And ya, that's super brief of wat i did during th weekends.
Anw, went to see a new doctor todae.
Finally ! one doctor understands wat's wrong with me .
okay, not really understand la, but still better than th doctor i must say =/
BUT! th cost how much you know?! $92! wtf. so expensive pls.
and tt bastard like very mad at my mum when he heard tt its $92
he seems pissed . and scolded my mum for like why you go bring her see another doc.
For tt moment, I seriously think tt he doesnt care about me anymore .
But who cares la, i dont want to care about him anymore also.
father's day coming, and i obviously dont want to celebrate.
its just another day that will pass.
i just hate this place. the B_ _ _ _ _ _ & the B_ _ _ _
did i make tt obvious? oh well.
i wanted to leave house. '' li jia chu zhou'' ytd .
but plan failed . oh well. i will have another chance to do so soon
i can predict that . SOON.

FARKKQUE!

2009-06-14T17:34:00.000+08:00

FARKKQUE!

this post is actually for me to vent out my anger!
but i cant really type watever i want to vent out here
cause i noe SOMEBODY is looking at my blog too.
cant make it too obvious.
by own well la, that person is CLOSELY related to me
and HE's getting on my nerve.
IM STARTING TO HATE HIM. fullstop.

cousin's 16th bdae

2009-06-11T03:29:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY
16 YEARS AND COUNTING
BEST COUSIN SINCE CHILDHOOD!

IVAN KHOO KAI WEI! :D

eheh, touched ma?
1 post specially for you sia. =P
mega you somemore. tsktsk.
still dont want help me story =X

happy birthday

2009-06-07T23:34:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEILING! :D

meet up with daph, chris, ting, yeomei and yuhui
at sheng siong to get food for steamboat todae.
hmms, relatively cheap i think =X
well, ting's father drove us to daph's house.
and we slack th whole afternoon while
chris and ting studied.

Steamboat started once minhui arrived
at about 6:45?
i didnt eat alot though.
let's see...
i ate:
1 cheese hotdog,
1 hotdog,
3 meatballs,
3-4 cheese tofu,
3-4 chicken meat,
and some tofu cooked by meiling =/
that's all i ate.
&& i was DAMN full. i swear.
i didnt even have th space to eat rach's cake D:
i think my panic attack acting up again?
th food listed above is what i have ate for th WHOLE day.
okay, + another Cravio Berry ice cream =X
i was feeling damn nausea and weird?
so i went off dam early. like 9?
and i cabbed home. 6 bucks. great ehs
WASTE money on cab again !

i think im gonna see the doc again.
this time i make sure i get well! x.x

hair too short

2009-06-04T23:11:00.000+08:00

OMG LORH.
MY HAIR NOW IS @_@"
my side de hair gone x.x LOL
those interested to see how i looked like now,
erm, just find me? LOL
SO SHORT! OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!
GG LARH.
walao, stupid aunty, ask her dont anyhow liaos
then she cut diao, i was like ''OMG?!'' my HAIR!
dont noe how go school liaos =.="
GG! GG !! GG!!!

double blow D:

2009-06-02T21:02:00.000+08:00

im so sad.
ytd nite before i slp,
my sis just taught me that particular chapter.
and i totally forgot it during the test! SAD AR ='(
it was TOTALLY a DOUBLE BLOW FOR ME.
ytd OB liddat liao, then now microecons also liddat.
walao, super depressed liao lorhs.
the RHT will make me into triple blow soon. 3 more days.
and like i said, i cant control my emotions =/

sry ppl, really damn depressed this few days.
if i happen to piss you off or anything,
do bear with me D:
im trying to control alr,
but im still cutting myself. idk why.
& 1 more time, IM NOT CRAZY OR STH,
I NO NEED ''XING LI YI SHENG''
just give me some more time, i will overcome it =/

i actually wanted to go study with MY they all at RP de
but th weather damn hot larh, i slp awhile wake up
head feeling super giddy and heavy.
like going faint liddat, den decided not to go.
anw, they studying CSA which i dont have ._."
i want to go sleep liaos,
dam tired and giddy.

&& IM HOME ALONE AGAIN! D:

If Today Was Your Last Day

2009-06-01T17:43:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
JOANNE is going to break into
` DEPRESSION real SOON.
i noe , but i cant stop.
sry to those i disappoint.

And OMGAWDDD,
frm my own calculation,
let me estimate, for OB test,
i will get between 15-20. Total is 40 marks larh.
if not i think will get lesser than that,
most likely wont get more than 20.
if more than 20. then it will be a MIRACLE! wow =.=" zzz

tmr MicroEcons de test,
let's see how i die once more.
im like so dead so many times liaos,
dont noe need how many coffins liaos =.="
DAMN IT. JUST END THIS QUICK AND FAST.
DEPRESSED.

If Today Was Your Last Day - Nickelback

My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each day's a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by
That first step you take is the longest stride

If today was your last day
tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
If today was your last day

Against the grain should be a way of life
What's worth the prize is always worth the fight
Every second counts 'cause there's no second try
So live like you'll never live it twice
Don't take the free ride in your own life

If today was your last day
tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
Would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories
Would you forgive your enemies?
Would you find that one you're dreamin' of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you finally fall in love
(finally fall in love)
If today was your last day

If today was your last day
Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?
You know it's never too late to shoot for the stars
Regardless of who you are
So do whatever it takes
'Cause you can't rewind a moment in this life
Let nothin' stand in your way
Cause the hands of time are never on your side

If today was your last day
tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?

Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
Would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories
Would you forgive your enemies?
Would you find that one you're dreamin' of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you finally fall in love
If today was your last day

GREAT DINNER WITH FAMILY ON SUNDAY!

2009-05-31T23:08:00.000+08:00

WOOOOOO!
i practically studied the whole day todae after lunch.
but i dont noe wat the hell im studying also.
dont noe wat the OB crap was talking about ><"
miss 3 lectures, wat you guys expect man!
OB still okay actually, the WORST is MICROECONS! _|_
totally dont understand a thing from LECTURE 1 !
``HOW GREAT EH!
oh well, forget it. i'll just have to give it my best .
&& pray hard =X

had dinner at chinatown with family just now.
it was great! tho i still dont have my usual appetite =/
then shop for korkor's clothes
i bought 1 shorts and 1 shirt too :x hehehes!
feel so bad, spent my dad's money again D:
AHHH! gotta go study my OB more alr .
BUT! bloody hell, its like alr 11pm++ liaos,
still got some malay family karaoke-ing?!
'' WTH _|_ EH! i got mid-sem tmr!
PLEASE STOP YOUR SINGING! %%#$^%$&@# ''

P.s : To ppl having mid-sem tmr,
Rmb bring thermometer and matriculation card :D

Happy Birthdays.

2009-05-31T17:28:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THESE PEOPLE!

- XU LAO SHI! :D
- LI MEI! :D
- YEO MEI! :D

70th post!

2009-05-29T22:54:00.000+08:00

seriously,
im surprised. seriously.
after that ''counselling'' session.
i somehow got way way way wayyy better than you think.
i can even go down for TP's training todae.
how WONDERFUL is that! LOL
but, 1 THING. i still dont have my usual appetite.
guess what i've eaten today.
HALF a PLATE of SPAGHETTI nia.
oh gosh. & surprisingly, i survived with training.

okay, im so stressed right now.
i confessed. IM STRESSED!
reason?
i miss 3 lectures for both OB and microEcons.
and guess wat!
this coming Monday and Tuesday is the Mid Sem Test ALREADY! T.T
i totally feel like crying . super stress up .
i even start hurting myself.
i dont noe why im doing this. but nth seems to stop me frm doing it ><

arghhhhhhh.
1 problem after another.
am i really such a problematic person? D:

EDIT:
suddenly i kept thinking of this song.
idk why. especially the part when they sing the empty part =.="
oh.. th song was Empty by The Click Five.

Empty - The Click Five
Tried to take a picture
Of love
Didn't think I'd miss her
That much
I want to fill this new frame
But its empty

Tried to write a letter
In ink
Its been getting better
I think
I got a piece of paper
But its empty
Its empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

And I've even wondered
If we
Should be getting under
These sheets
We could lie in this bed
But its empty
Its empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

Oh oh
Oh oh
Oooooh
Oh oh
Oh oh

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty
We're empty

Empty - The Click Five

BETTER!

2009-05-27T22:32:00.000+08:00

after a short ''counseling'' session with my cp,
i actually felt better alr =O
how erm... wonderful and wow-ed is that? lols
he actually told me that i have 'panic attack'
i was like wow-ed! even my doc also dont noe sia.
and indeed it was quite true.
i went back home searching the net for panic attacks.
& i indeed have those symptoms =.="
well at least i got better now alr .

okay, guess wat?
its THURSDAY again tmr.
my 'panic attack' usually happens on thursday .
okay, so please please PLEASEEEEE dont trigger tmr =.="
nowadays, i am only surviving on bread+dinner.
if it wasnt for the medicine, i dont even think i will eat the bread in th morning lorh.
IM STRONG! & IM GONNA GET WELL SOON :D
but sometimes, i still doubt myself=.=

MY EXCEL THING IS A TOTAL FAILURE. HELPLESS. TOTALLY.
ANYBODY KIND, KIND.... KINDDDD enough TO HELP ME?!
oh well, forget it. i give up.

2009-05-22T14:03:00.000+08:00

my father asked me to quit school.
should i? in a very difficult situation right now.
and i dont want to give up so easily
neither do i want tt.. _|_ argh.
so frustrating, but wat can i do if i quit school .
THIS IS GETTING SO FRUSTRATING.
WHY CANT I JUST GET A NORMAL LIFE LIKE BEFORE!
_|_

I HATE MYSELF. HATE MY BODY. HATE EVERYTHING.

2009-05-21T14:24:00.000+08:00

THE

F**KLISH

SICKLISH

FEELING

BACK!

F**K _|_

DAMN IT LA.

pls give me back my normal health

my normal body, i just want to be healthy and normal _|_

kill me pls.

random? ._."

2009-05-20T19:49:00.000+08:00

quite long no post le.
should post todae =/

had IntHT de frirst test ytd .
i would say overall it was still a okay paper for a first .
and i really didnt study much and was watching movie before th start of test =X
so, frm wat i know i think i got around 10 marks fly alr x.x LOL
ohoh! and 1 joke of th day was:
thr's this question asking wat's GVA(3-letter city code)
vivian actually wrote 'guava'. lols, so funny
(sorry vivian, i just cant stop laughing =X but good try :] )
i was even worse, when i first thought of wat GVA was.
i actually thought it was some,uhm, ''great valley of asia''?
omg lor, how could i possibly write tt down, thr's no such thing rite? ._."
lucky before hand in paper, i wrote Geneva, hopefully its th correct one
cause i anyhow, and some ppl got same answer as me =/
ALRITE, den COMM SKILLS TEST!
bloody hell, i no time write reference list.
hope i dont get plagiarism offense x.x
that book bloody hell lar,
so many authors den i almost no time write conclusion
cause of th BLOODY reference list!
oh well, watever is done is done.
should see how i did -.-

TODAY.
attended BCS lecture and Comm Skills nia den rush off le.
got something on =/
bcs lecture was a total bore . as usual .
comm skill was worse .
its Module 2 alr. Report Writing x.x
Group work somemore .
actually no offense, but i dont think its very conducive enough.
i mean th group part =/
but oh well, we'll just have to accommodate with each other ba.
hopefully, this module, can bond with my group more? =/
ok, HOPEFULLY! .
i ate my dinner at 4:30 todae .
super no appetite to eat . cause my mum cook lunch for me at like 1:30?
my meals timing like go haywired .
and my parents went singing AGAIN.
HOME ALONE D: sad.

tomorrow gonna be a boring day again! D:
bcs and rht tutorial.
ihate lab session! especially when 2 falls on the same day.
pls god, let me go through tmr SMOOTHLY! pls pls D:

2009-05-13T17:03:00.000+08:00

YAAAHOOOOO!
yes, im finally BACK TO SCHOOL!
4 days of mc =.=" miss school, miss lessons .
&& seriously miss out alot of things .
am so gonna die during mid-sem tests !
diediedie!
feel so stressed . but i noe i shouldnt .

& i cant use com as often as usual ler.
cause my parents think tt because tt im using too much com
tt causes me to feel sick . but i think th other way.
but oh well, no use arguing with them .
so i'll just have to accomodate with them for a period of time ba
so ppl, you wont see me online so often lerhs D:

i love porridge, bee hoon soup .
have been eating them like since last thursday .
and i HATE rice now . totally. dont noe why.
But but , i still miss TP's bizpark de $2 chicken rice :x
i should EAT them once im WELL AGAIN ! :D

upset.

2009-05-09T13:58:00.000+08:00

im so upset.
im not feeling well this few days.
and i really dont noe what's happening to me!
i hope i know too . its this chokish feeling inside =.=" CRAP.
its partly because of tt im upset .

todae. my mum had a performance .
i called her telling her im not feeling well and wont be able to go down to see .
and she actually 'shouted'' at me over the phone.
"ok dont come ." im like so sad when she did tt.
she's not even concern whether im okay anot.
she's concern whether if thr were ppl to go down to see her perform.
and come on la, if im feeling okay, i will go watch th rite .
i alr walk till halfway den abit cmi, den go home de
why th hell would i waste my trip .
she doesnt know wat i need . SAD.

I HATE BCS!. I HATE RHT!.

2009-04-29T23:47:00.000+08:00

I HATE RHT, and I GONNA HATE BCS TMR!
dam, i think this 2 subjects im gonna fail larh.
todae RHT lecture, super boring CAN?!
i fell aslp . nth went into my brain todae .
except for th word: QUESTION-NAIRE.
tt stupid lecturer doesnt noe how to pronounce th word properly =.=
i love OB !! its my fav subject so far.
didnt fell aslp and i was wide awake during th whole lecture .
it was suppose to end at 8 todae, but it ended so early . at 7pm =D

im so gonna be hating tmr .
2 lab session D:
on both my ''hates'' subject .
RHT and BCS D=
AHH! i HATE . HATE . HATEEEEEEE
i think BCS is a little more jialat , cause th online assignment,
i totally got no clue wat to do sia x.x going to dieeee.
im so gonna slp after i finish my RHT tutorial now :x

im lost, confused !

2009-04-26T23:40:00.000+08:00

im so lost and confused ><
th first lecture:microeconomics .
i tot i understand alr .
but when i was doing th tutorial question
i felt lost ! D:
wat th heck is PPF ! F5F5F5!!!
=.=" i know wat th heck is PPF .
i just dont understand th stupid GRAPH!
and th tutorial question want me draw D:
how how how ! felt so sad now ><"

how am i going to survive through this?
ahhhhhhhhhh!
first week only, and im liddat!
`` comeon JOANNE! focus during lesson! -.-
FOCUSSSS

LRM ORIENTATION :D

2009-04-25T01:51:00.000+08:00

leeeen, me & yenling ! :D

woohoo!
todae's finally friday, eh, no , saturday alr :x
anw, attended TP for 1 week alr.
lessons. some are boring some are interesting .
th subject i hate most is ... COMM SKILL ><"
my english sucks, i just hate this kind of lessons .

anw, LRM orientation todae ! :D
only 5 ppl in 1ko1 went.
me, leeeeen, yihui, cheesian and khuzaimah went =/
so we ended up merging with k03 which have 6ppl .
well, nonetheless, it was still fun :D
ohoh ! i finally learnt th TP's mass dance.
i mean , i anyhow dance through tho :x
leeen taught me abit ! ``thanks leen ! =DD
now im super uber warm and tired .
should get my precious sleep early ! woohoo~

First lecture !

2009-04-20T22:24:00.000+08:00

WOOHOO!
first day of school .
meet at leen's hse nearby th bus stop for her .
then went to school with her and weilian .

First lecture ! :D
MicroEconomics .
`did i spell it correctly? :x
anw, first lecture, still alrite i guess .
not as chime as i tot . and simple to understand .
but i think as time goes by, it will get more chim @_@"
bought th notes . cost $5.30 . so ex :x
den still need buy textbook also =/ dont noe how much

omgawd lorhs, i haven make ez-link card . AHH!
expiring soon th one im using now, th sec school de :x
hmms, wat should i wear for lecture tmr @_@"
th troublesome thing about poly life is to decide wat time wear everyday .
SO TROUBLESOME! =X

as im typing this post .
im so freaking angry and pissed lorhs,
here i am typing my blog .
and my mum is rushing me to off com alr .
like WTH ?! its only 10pm . its not even 12 or 1 or 2 ?.
she's getting a little too.... oh well shall not say it .
i seldom see ppl acting liddat . SELDOM. or RARELY .

oh well, shall not bother her first :x
let her continue her Naggings . which i abit buay tahan alr .
sis buying Polar's puff for me XD
dont noe she will forget anot .
sotong :D

<3 1k01

2009-04-18T13:35:00.000+08:00

wahahaa!
i simply loves 1k01, tho i dont really noe them :x
yeah, i attended th second day of th orientation .
noe some of my classmates ,
but still unable to rmb all of them >.>

&& !! th impt part is ....
OMGAWDDD.... im still omgawd-ing till now .
i simply cant believe lorhs!
AzureLeen, my maple friend, maple GM .!
she's in th same course, same class as me !
WAHAHAS :DDD
SO QIAO ! ARGH, just CANT believe it ! XD
heh heh, and i just realise she live quite near me :x
next time can go school tgt lo ! =X

well, i hope can bond with them more =/
since i didnt attend day 1 orientation :x

pissed .

2009-04-08T15:54:00.000+08:00

dam im pissed .
dont ask why .
im just pissed .
if you ask somemore why, i might just kill you .

=.="

57th post

2009-04-02T00:39:00.000+08:00

yes, i know .
long time no blog .
it was because i was playing maple .
TP trainings . and uhm, nth else.
yes, i use my free time playing maple .
at least thr are still some ppl in maple i can talk to =/
and it was sometimes interesting ``

seriously, its only th third TP's training &
im feel like omgawd alr .
can i really really survive it ? ._."
due to some primary school's sports events .
th track wasnt available on th second and third training .
so i think th physical was better than th first trainig =.=
it really kills me off .

enough about TRAININGS .
i HATE them ><"

so yeah, i was scarlion helmed ! 31st March 9:15 pm =X
pic pic ! XP

th helm stats =/ nice ehs

look at th hours i played maple . jk luhs . no off com nia =X

dam it larh,

tmr got TP's training again .

but tt mary lee wont be around =/

hope it will be better ? =X

okay, enough said . shall go slp now .

or tmr cannot wake up alr x.x

NITES everyone .! :D

Xiao Yi's Bdae cum Changi's Walk

2009-03-14T22:40:00.000+08:00

man , im tired frm all tht walking x.x
anw, i think i will go bath first before coming back to blog .
feel quite sticky ? walk under th rain . i mean we take umbrella la
but th rain too heavy =.="

EDIT:
we went to ubin first stop sth restaurant .
i cant rmb th place =.=
th dinner cost 200+ and it wasnt filling at all x.x
then we had a walk at th changi coastal walk .
man, we were walking under th rain luhs .
kinda pathetic, esp. th time when we were going home .
it rainedeven heavier .

yupps, and as usual ivan's father sent us home again .
actually this time to hg green to be exact .
ate some foods . i was kinda hungry too x)
reach home at 10+ ? cant rmb . my legs is so tiring .
AND im tired now . i dont think i will cont. blogging .
its like 15 mins to 5am . guess i'll go slp lerhs =/

NOTHING ?!

2009-03-05T23:53:00.000+08:00

i've gottttttttt NOTHING
absolutely NOTHING to post .
YAY ? lols . hmms , school starting soon .
and i dont think im ready for it =X
i want to slack more . tho my slacking life is not kinda exciting luhs =.=

im getting pissed off over small things nowadays . !
maybe my sis is right . i need anger management x.x

let see ... tmr .
wat should i do lei ? NOTHING !
maple ? nobody pei me . den all go school . sians .

IVAN KHOO jio-ed me go see jason mraz concert .
it starts at 8 and he called me at 7:15 .
i was too lazy to rush down thr and dont feel like getting to crowded place too .
i think im getting more & more anti-social now =/
oh well .
ANYBODY WANT JIO ME OUT TMR ?
im super duper uber FREEEEEEEEEEEEE!! :)

54th post; opening of NSL

2009-03-01T10:59:00.000+08:00

asked my cousin pei-ed me go juring sports hall ytd .
th whole journey was disastrous .
okay, not whole . only until th part we reach chinese garden mrt .
when we reach th chinese garden mrt den walk a few steps ,
it started raining . so oh well, lets stay under th bus stop =.=
then lucky after awhile , it got smaller ! so we walked quickly .
when reach th traffic light thr liaos .
i was still tellling MY,
''eh you see tt side, like rain very heavy hor .
then tt side also rain very heavy .''
Then MY was like,
'' yah, cause th rain was getting heavier .''
and suddenly th heavy rain poured on us :(
we were all drenched la !

anw, i only watch 2quarters of ML's match .
was tired =X so me and my cousin walked out secretly w/o letting th others know
but at outside still end up bumped into rach and boohui . LOL

mrt-ed down to VIVO !
Bakerzin's macarons last day offer . wakakas . $1 for 1
i bought 5 . i think tt is th thing tt make my throat so itchy .
&& when i cough, my stomach hurts . due to th amps training D:

wakakas`` :D

then we mrt-ed back to hg station .

when we reach th station . we heard water sound . machiam in swimming pool .

then we saw th heavy heavy rain ~

bo bian, so take bus 101 to hg green . and had dinner thr .

LONG JOHN SILVER's ! `` very long no eat alr .

maybe also is this one make my throat itchy =X

anw, we ate these !

lazy to caption :)

after we eat finish alr , th rain still haven stopped .

then my cousin ying ying want go home . den he go lor .

he went off 1 min later . i found out got shelter can walk LOL

so i went home too :D wakakas =P

i was woken up by th darn karang guni !

they come almost everyday =.= dam pissed !

1030 wake up alr . %^$@^@$!#$#%&

RAWRRRRR!

better go drink water, or my throat will get worse .

ta-tas !

2009-02-27T17:52:00.000+08:00

lols . 4 days no blog .
im really getting lazy x.x
ANW, i hope ...
i HOPE IT _ _ _ _ _ !!!
HOpe !!! @_@ i noe i sot ~~

update more when i come back frm nike trg ba !
actually i dont feel like going =X
cause my stamina really really very down .
& i scare their physical =.=
oh well..

EDIT:
my wish didnt came true :(
the i hope it _ _ _ _ _.
oh well, it doesnt matter anymore .

went nike trg just now``
i was like running like so slowly and $%^#$%#
im pissed off with my self can?!
just a small round, and i run till like want die
-i hate myself- im demoralizing myself every week =.=
did defense drills =/ no comments .
dont feel like commenting to be exact .
& now even my pumping position got prob .
im givin up la .``

home straight after tht . was dam hungry can ?!
ate campbell's soup ! =D it cheered me up a little :D
my sis cooked for me lei tho she got exam tmr .
and we cooked it at 1am =O
i cant slp, cause too full =.="
maple ? nobody pei me :(
ivan want go orh orh dont want pei me . ``
LOL . should not crap anymore :)
LAOPA, tmr i will go jiayou for you one
shoot 100% ! :DD jiayous ! LOL .

ta-tas !

3 days merged post =X

2009-02-23T01:27:00.000+08:00

due to my laziness again .
i didnt post for like 3 days ?
around thr larhs .
so quick update for th past three days .

hmms, friday .!
nike some sort of dinner gathering .
ate zi char . each of us pay more than 10 bucks .
but i think it was overshot by th amount =/
no pics luh . paiseh to take ma .
all eating then suddenly take pics mehhs ? x.x

only this =X when we finished almost everything .

ohya, then after eating ,

some of us head over to jean's house .

to like mahjong session ? 2 tables :)

i won quite abit luhs =X

&& thr was this small tiles tt was really cute``

take alr seems big luhs x.x

SATURDAY .!

went IKEA with my sis .

nth to do . then i forgot is i suggest or my sis suggest to go derhs .
bus-ed 27 down . it was a darn hot day ! was like melting .*exaggerating*
so yeah . walked one round . and my sis wanted to get her frame thingy .
i helped her carried all th way home lorhs . it was i think 50x70 cm long .
and another tt was even bigger . dont noe th size .
so i helped her take her . & i treat her th $1 hot dog :D
still as nice :) i simply love th hotdog dont noe why ``
so, some pics :D

as you can see, the pics all th same .

we were just trying to take pics with our eyes WIDEEE opened ! O.O

lazy to caption =X

just see how ''artistic'' i am =X

hehes . esp th last one ``

i like it . dont noe why . just LIKE it @_@

SUBWAY for dinner at CP with my sis .

we walked thr && walked back .

it was terrible x.x my leg so suan ``

but since i so long nvr eat subway le so nvm barhs XD

SUNDAY.! 220209

stayed at home whole day .

face my com =.=

i only stepped out of th house at 7 pm.

went buangkok again to eat zi char again ~

Crab Bee Hoon ! :) nice nice ~ ``

mum miss it tho ):

den went home le lorhs .

this is wat i did on a SUNDAYYYYY .

OMG , i wasted a sunday .

&& anw, i finally sort of completed half of my enrolment pacakage .

it was horrendous luhs `` x.x

going to slp soon . tired ---!

tatas !

NOTHING TO BLOG ABOUT

2009-02-19T23:02:00.000+08:00

life's really bored for me th past few days .
YES ! BORED . B-O-R-E-D !
someone pls save me frm this BOREDNESS !!!!!!!!
HELP ??????? ``

anw, i have been watching Wu Ling Da Dao
On th net .
it make me feel like going to learn HipHop la .
so cool =X but my bones abit like CMI la
so stiff ? `` watever .
i've checked . th cheapest i can find .
$90-$95 . i dont havett kind of money rite now :(
maybe when i go work next time den i go learn ba :)

MEANWHILE, WHEN I've GOT NOTHING TO DO .
GUESS WAT ?!
i played MAPLE . YES . tt's rite
MAPLESTORY .
its th best game to kill time :]
anyone want play delphinus with me ?
i sponsor 10mil =3 im serious .
i guess 10mil wont even attract ppl to play
M-A-P-L-E-S-T-O-R-Y with me ! LOL
cause i know . a stupid game
and im posting a stupid POST rite now .

a series of things happened lately .
dont noe wat's wrong with this ppl .
shant talk about it .
TMR NIKE's dinner thingy ! :) YAY-ness
LOL .

ta-tas !

50th POST ! ; XIN WANG ! :D

2009-02-16T23:47:00.000+08:00

YAY ! 50th post *cheeeerrs* :D
anw, ytd was suppose to be my 50th post .
lazy to blog marhs =X
also nth to blog ytd . just tt lost $2.40 during mahjong LOL
and yeah . i spent th whole afternoon at ML's hse .

TODAE !
went to Xin Wang's cafe with my sis .
she treated me ! wakakas =D
was super filling tt i was unable to eat my dinner =X
PICTURES ! speaks louder than words =P

hehes =]

Iced YingYong . if i rmbed correctly =/

sweet N' sour pork spaghetti :D

Bo Lo Bun; MY FAVE ! XD

Scrambled Egg With Toast .

Dessert; th tall tall tall mango ice :)

MENU~

Finished ! =]

alrites, so walked walked with my sis at heartland mall after tt .
then home we go !``
mum cooked dinner tho so i ate a little .
and gai gai-ed at hg mall's FairPrice ..
bought many junk food =X and blah blah.
total amount is...$48.45! hahahahahs =.=

TMR! sians at home again .
OH YA . due to my overselpt .
i didnt go to 'b' div match todae ! ><"

so sry ``!

ta-tas!

random food post !

2009-02-14T23:53:00.000+08:00

okay . here's a collage pic of yakun i made .
i noe its awful . first time try =X
as in making collage ? still learning :)

alrite ! that's the set me and my sis went to eat on th dont noe which day =X

when i crave for th eggs XD i LOVE th eggs ! ^^

anw, todae! family gathering again ! was actually to finish th YU SHENG .

that travelled frm sg to msia and back to sg again .

cause we kinda forgot to lao th yu sheng at msia la =.="

anw, i forgot to take th pic of th yu sheng that i prepare T.T

is i make one okay ! as in i arrange derhs =P

so i'll just post th FOODS for todae ! yum yumm~!

th overall foods :)

th ffish . cut into half . lol!

curry chix ! cooked by my mum .! super delicious

chix wing . cooked by my mum too :D

i forgot wat this is . sth sth duck =X DaYi made it .

hmms, XiaoYi left at 9 plus den DaYi left at 11 plus ?

hais, im leading a super no life right now T.T

help me ? x.x

lols . plans for tmr ? NOTHING T.T

ta-tass!

New Adidas Bag...Finally!

2009-02-14T00:33:00.000+08:00

ya, so...
me,ML & MY finally got our adidas bag after so long .
we bought 2 frm the amk hub tt adike store .
den walk over to the sportslink at th outside
to buy th last piece . it was really th last piece la.
it was th display set .
we used th bag straight . change it on th bus .
then left our previous bag with ML . put in her hse la.

head over to NV after tt .
played games with the 'b' div .
super tired la . dont even feel like going nike after tt =X
but end up also go nike =.=
at least todae is not a tired trg at all :)
played frisbee, bball and street netball.
then court game . with llab10 .
shall not talk about it luhs.
*IM A HINDRANCE T.T*

cabbed to buangkok aftermath .
and eat my first meal of th day . lol .
Abalone noodle ! hahas .
sounds odd but taste nice . hahahas .
alrites, im tired .
going to enjoy my aircon-ed sleep now :)

ta-tas!

School th whole day.

2009-02-11T23:45:00.000+08:00

i was in school frm 8am-7pm .
walk in and out of th school dont noe how many times la .
morning go to th sec 1 trg .
ren lao liaos . difficult to rmb their names sia =X
but they quite got a little of potential . hahas .
den..went to slack in th PE cabin till 2:20
then go my cousin hse take
LEFT4DEAD!``
lols . super scary =X
should play it during BOARD DAYLIGHT =P
lols . if not my heart will come out x.x
then after take liaos . go back to school AGAIN.
see the 'c' and 'b' div train .
then suddenly rain super big luhs .
den they train at hall lorhs .

tmr going to see 'c'div game .
vs Northland . must jiayous :)
will be going to support hahas .

ta-tas !